Charade Is Dead a story of an unfortunate little car

suddenly, a feeling came out from nowhere
it sounds like this

'i should stop playing with the charade, get something else'

it makes me wonder
did gave my mom and dad a call during lunchbreak
and somewhat suprisingly, both are giving the same feedback
'its quite useless ler to maintin that car since its better to get something better... buat rugi ja'
and it really makes me wonder....

what im doing is my spirit... my soul... nobody could ever smells it
but, what they are saying and i believe others might to, is also damn sensible
im at the junction where i don't know where to go ie : i mean, making decisions in this things laa kan...

what to do ar??????
i can't afford to pay yet another tiring monthly installment just to get a so called brand new car which, in no time would depreciate like hell... (not really i can't, but i just don't feel good about it, the last time i did it like other normal human would do has ended is somewhat a bizarre fashion, and after a hardwork you put in to.. to pamper them, surely you don't want it to be stolen *direct gila* whatsoever... it brokes my heart man... it really does)

and i dont really enjoy driving these days... it brings back memories...

how about i just give the charade a nice emotional goodbye? man i just love the car...
i tend to give up on some personal things... and that's why i've been considering this ...
don't really have a real financial push, have some, better put it in savings... at least you got something when it really needs...

no problems whatsoever with my financial discipline... just that i don't want to add things just yet to my commitment... its damn relaxing knowing that you have a nice breathing space come an end to a month...

and should this patterns continues, i guess i'll die in a smile... would love to make more but if this is what i get, then its fine with me...

herm... so whats next?

proton saga magma?
c210?
g100?
another g11?
a satria neo? hell no at this point... haha...
a combi? i'd take that anytime!!

tomorrow or later will post again yeah... keep tuning in lolitas!!!