Charade Is Dead a story of an unfortunate little car

its actually quite disturbing watching tv's lately
does it have to be all about late micheal jackson?
do we have to be dead to be rememberred?

tak suka la

wow...
the piston wobbling like hell
so ... whats the best?
rebore the block
replace with an oversized piston

i warn those 1.3 sissies out there...

more and more coins to flow
anybody up for soft loans?

just sharing some pictures

the decision is in place
the plan is layed down
now its time for us to walk towards the end

or... translated in a better mood

- im letting go the waja
- i sent small lil' charade to workshop
- the project is on!
- just wait when myg11 is back and kickin'

today, my wife has been retrenched
so... what to say?
i cant say anything but to rallied out my troops as we all would do
asking here and there if theres any vacancies
manage to get few and fowarded her resume
god this might be the hardest time... and it took just 3 month to our marriage to be swamped with problems...

but alhamdulillah thank goodness i still have some small cushion on my financial spendings...

so now... i have to take control

first thing is to let go the proton waja
and then the charade... now its truely dead... i'll buy another later....
when she get her new job, i might get a cheaper car, ie BLM or something...
me?
my bike is there.. so im gonna use it...

major restructuring is in place

don't know whats really going on with me
but the some part of laskar pelangi's song really give me some peace
rock on nidji!

i write when i have something to say
when im expressing my feelings
when i felt dissapointed of some things
when nobody would ever listen
when no one would ever take notice
when i feel like this is the place for me to release it but it never be
when im upset
when im downbeat

but thats the milestone i think i sould remember, so i write

betulla kata zai, bulan 6 ni bulan gatai meghela...
and ive been posting regularly (and crazily)

been keeping the video for quite a time
now its time to share

check out this video
i rate this as the best ever version of canon rock cover



enjoy~!!

feels like looking down and ponder the next move
im not giving up my hope restoring her to a damn desireable condition
though i've been conviced by myself, im alone in this fight
but ill never give up...
tengok la nanti...

herm
know what?
yesterday, after coming back from work, i tried to look at the car...
and after foruming with some charaders online, i might figure out whats really went wrong
the starter might giving up...
try to crank yesterday and engine come alive! then i went up and eat some good chapati
and this morning, i tried again and the same problem happens... but i tried the second, and the third, and then i somewhat manage to crank the car... so now i know the tricks...
and... as long as the car ever cranked, i think im not going to anything about it...

im frustrated
dah la nak cari bumper depan belakang + fullspoiler in which i craved the most susah gila

suddenly, a feeling came out from nowhere
it sounds like this

'i should stop playing with the charade, get something else'

it makes me wonder
did gave my mom and dad a call during lunchbreak
and somewhat suprisingly, both are giving the same feedback
'its quite useless ler to maintin that car since its better to get something better... buat rugi ja'
and it really makes me wonder....

what im doing is my spirit... my soul... nobody could ever smells it
but, what they are saying and i believe others might to, is also damn sensible
im at the junction where i don't know where to go ie : i mean, making decisions in this things laa kan...

what to do ar??????
i can't afford to pay yet another tiring monthly installment just to get a so called brand new car which, in no time would depreciate like hell... (not really i can't, but i just don't feel good about it, the last time i did it like other normal human would do has ended is somewhat a bizarre fashion, and after a hardwork you put in to.. to pamper them, surely you don't want it to be stolen *direct gila* whatsoever... it brokes my heart man... it really does)

and i dont really enjoy driving these days... it brings back memories...

how about i just give the charade a nice emotional goodbye? man i just love the car...
i tend to give up on some personal things... and that's why i've been considering this ...
don't really have a real financial push, have some, better put it in savings... at least you got something when it really needs...

no problems whatsoever with my financial discipline... just that i don't want to add things just yet to my commitment... its damn relaxing knowing that you have a nice breathing space come an end to a month...

and should this patterns continues, i guess i'll die in a smile... would love to make more but if this is what i get, then its fine with me...

herm... so whats next?

proton saga magma?
c210?
g100?
another g11?
a satria neo? hell no at this point... haha...
a combi? i'd take that anytime!!

tomorrow or later will post again yeah... keep tuning in lolitas!!!

hmm
dono how to start the day.. i couldn't even crank the car... fuck
so as normally as i would do... turn on the keys... see all the light flashing up... great... now just another turn to crank up the engine... but then.. geeshhh.. nothing happen... and from that point on... knew it!!! damn!.. knew it!.. its an alternator.. fuck... tengah2 tahun ni jangan la mintak zakat dulu..

now im considering what my mom said few month back when the radiator gave up.. 'buang ja la dalam sungai keta tu abang... beli lain'...

hmmm....